[ He's not entirely sure he gets it, not as concretely as he'd like, but there are a lot of things he doesn't get the privilege of understanding the way he wants.
He knows Haruaki has lived a lonely life, strange and foreign as the idea of him not being surrounded by people who adore him is. And he knows Haruaki has large reactions even to small gestures, in ways Akira can't accurately predict, so he already wasn't sure what to expect for this morning. But putting those two things together, and this new information of birthdays being included in that trend of having to endure a life with few others...
Well. It paints a good enough picture.
He brings a hand up to pet at Haruaki's hair, the smile and so, so much fondness clear as day in his voice. ]
And I'll do it again next year. And the year after that, no matter where we are, I'll be making a big deal about your birthday if it makes you this happy.
[ Oh, that just makes the tears want to flow even harder, but no– Haruaki sucks it up, focuses on peppering Akira's cheek with kiss after kiss until he's smiling too hard to keep doing it. ]
Waaah, I'm so lucky to have you...
[ And then he begins tugging Akira toward the table, insistent. ]
Come on, I don't want it to get cold! You'll join me, right? You should get to eat some too, you worked so hard!
[ He doesn't need much tugging at all to follow, smile wide and dopey after an onslaught of kisses--he'd do just about anything right now if Haruaki asked. ]
If you want me to, I will! [ Was. Was the original plan to sit and watch him eat...? Yeah. Probably. ] It's your birthday, after all!
akira that's a nightmare scenario. that's worse than the vivisection
[ Yay!! Haruaki even pulls the chair Akira usually occupies over to his own side of the table so they can sit next to one another, the breakfast spread out before both of them. ]
Everything looks so beautiful!!
[ Not because it's immaculate, no, but because it's clearly so lovingly prepared. Haruaki claps his hands together, thanks given for the food, then looks over at Akira as he picks up his chopsticks. ]
What do you want to try first? I know it's my birthday, but you cooked it! You get to choose which one you think is best!
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He knows Haruaki has lived a lonely life, strange and foreign as the idea of him not being surrounded by people who adore him is. And he knows Haruaki has large reactions even to small gestures, in ways Akira can't accurately predict, so he already wasn't sure what to expect for this morning. But putting those two things together, and this new information of birthdays being included in that trend of having to endure a life with few others...
Well. It paints a good enough picture.
He brings a hand up to pet at Haruaki's hair, the smile and so, so much fondness clear as day in his voice. ]
And I'll do it again next year. And the year after that, no matter where we are, I'll be making a big deal about your birthday if it makes you this happy.
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Waaah, I'm so lucky to have you...
[ And then he begins tugging Akira toward the table, insistent. ]
Come on, I don't want it to get cold! You'll join me, right? You should get to eat some too, you worked so hard!
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If you want me to, I will! [ Was. Was the original plan to sit and watch him eat...? Yeah. Probably. ] It's your birthday, after all!
akira that's a nightmare scenario. that's worse than the vivisection
Everything looks so beautiful!!
[ Not because it's immaculate, no, but because it's clearly so lovingly prepared. Haruaki claps his hands together, thanks given for the food, then looks over at Akira as he picks up his chopsticks. ]
What do you want to try first? I know it's my birthday, but you cooked it! You get to choose which one you think is best!